最近有些痴迷

鱼缸里，空气单向滞流，不断地往外泄，没有新鲜空气灌入，也干燥，易生烦，不知道里面的生物何能残喘。稀薄的空气，郁闷的胸口，似乎有永远也解决不完的to-dos。忙自然比闲来得自在，至少没空理会空气的凝聚，重重地，压得鱼喘不了气。

圆圆圈圈的鱼缸，循环不息周而复始，反复·反复·反复，没有停歇。目的与否或许已不再是重点，再多的“沿路风景”、“过程”，也只是冠冕堂皇的借口。阴灰色，微透明的缸，不怎么是个久留的好地方。久滞，便左眼皮就跳个不停；但再久些，习惯成自然，感觉自己是鱼缸的一部分，没有什么值得逃跑的原因。

鱼缸里的圆与圆之间，偶尔出其不意的长出个似有若无的梯子，仿佛那是通往鱼缸外的世界。听说鱼缸外的世界有些炙热，有些狂烈。阳光燃烧着，不停的鞭苔着，自然而然地不断前进，夹带看似华丽，却是一片片狼狈的自得其乐。向光性强的鱼儿总能轻易的适应没水没氧的空间，俯视鱼尾巴地下的众生，麻木地呼吸着。它们自以为逃出了圈圈，殊不知早已镶在圆里。圆里圆外其实根本没有所谓的一线之差，那些煞有其事之谈，也只是填补虚空之说。

那时候，沉浸在猪扒饭里，听不见那尖锐却阴柔更哀伤的绿色警报。草原还在等待。

只是无稽之腔。

Goldfish

Said, "My memory spare is just like gold fish, always forget this and that. Never remember where gourmet food is." 

Replied, "I read somewhere that the gold fish has a memory time span of about 3 seconds. I think that this helps them survive in the small fish tanks where they spend their life - every time they cross the tank, they find something new at the other end!"

Hmm.... from a gentle sweet charming gentlemen. It is so sweet and sounds so philosophical, motivating. Please always be positive and plus, hope is always there! Chiong!


Just need someone like him to enlighten me always. =) 

Strip Me

"Strip Me" by Natasha Bedingfield.

Accidentally heard it from a movie, "Morning Glory", and addicted.

Recently, there are like hundreds of invisible pushing hands those are haunting me, periodically. Barely can breathe. Something I have to deal with, but I have totally no clue about it, cant find the beginning of rope. It is kinda irritating. Most of the time, I just wish to remain blank in my brain, enjoy NUA every single day, I hope I can, although it sounds so wrong. haha.

Take a deep breathe. Emm...It is time. Be confident!