末日 21/12/12

Someone like you
I heard that you're settle downThat you found a girl and you're married nowI heard that your dreams came trueGuess she gave you things I didn't give to you
Old friend, why are you so shy?Ain't like you to hold back or hide from the light
I hate to turn up out of the blue, uninvitedBut I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight itI had hoped you'd see my face and that you'd be remindedThat for me, it isn't over
Never mind, I'll find someone like youI wish nothing but the best for you, tooDon't forget me, I begged, I remember you saidSometimes it lasts in love, but sometimes it hurts insteadSometimes it lasts in love, but sometimes it hurts instead
You know how the time fliesOnly yesterday was the time of our livesWe were born and raised in a summer hazeBound by the surprise of our glory days
I hate to turn up out of the blue, uninvitedBut I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight itI had hoped you'd see my face and that you'd be remindedThat for me, it isn't over
Never mind, I'll find someone like youI wish nothing but the best for you, tooDon't forget me, I begged, I remember you saidSometimes it lasts in love, but sometimes it hurts insteadSometimes it lasts in love, but sometimes it hurts instead
Nothing compares, no worries or caresRegrets and mistakes, they're memories madeWho would have known how bittersweet this would taste
Never mind, I'll find someone like youI wish nothing but the best for youDon't forget me, I begged, I remember you saidSometimes it lasts in love, but sometimes it hurts instead
Never mind, I'll find someone like youI wish nothing but the best for you, tooDon't forget me, I begged, I remember you saidSometimes it lasts in love, but sometimes it hurts insteadSometimes it lasts in love, but sometimes it hurts instead.


很有穿透力的声音，像硫酸一样有力地侵蚀着，把好不容易堆砌的保护膜都给融了，留下一片沧海桑田，赤裸的一具躯，血淋淋。

那沙沙的嗓音，像张魔网，紧紧地勒着心的痛楚，往忆毒液般地不断渗入，瞬间占据整个脑袋瓜，没了反抗的能力，没能做什么，挣扎也无力，更是徒劳。索性任往事割刮着，淌着血。

是的，『我们再也回不去了』，惘然。

身体却都还活着，舔舐着痛。

曾经的银光闪闪已退成了视盲的黑，黑漆漆，揶揄着那从前银铃的笑声，过期的爱情就那么不堪，堕落成墙角下的烂泥，龌龊美。是蝴蝶夫人喜欢的『苍凉』，带着柔和的美、无能为力，另一种态度，糜却不腐，至少还未烂，是还有着人性，不完全的zombie。

无声 · 叹息。

曾经牢牢地把自己困在那个被遗弃的冷房间里，眼泪、悔恨占据整个自己。后来，时间久了，过了，那房间成了世界。浪迹天涯，计划性地随波逐流，漂泊寻找你那浓烈的恶臭味。没有嗅觉，不知道，更没法记得你的味道。只好假装成猎犬，探探看看，寻寻觅觅，继续假装。

被你谋杀了的爱，遗落在哪


『如果今天不是末日，那就好好珍惜接下来的一切吧。』


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【糟糕了，难道工作久了，就会开始有少妇的样儿吗？——

那天回家时，撞见一个很38的prof，说：“哇，回家了啊？你老公来载你啊？”

霎时间，肾上腺素急速被分泌，不知怎么的，有些激动地说，“我才还没结婚好吗？！！”接下来该不会认为俺是3个小孩的妈吧。oh, GG。

拜托，女人24青春年华，含苞要放不放，俺宁愿做咕噜肉也才不要做X太好吗？haiz, 人老了，总是激不得啊。

结果当天晚上回家，可爱的室友们开始谈起了败犬恐惧症，GG。

女人啊女人。】